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    Matt Aragon
    By Dogwood
    1983
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    Well, another entry about work, the subject of it.  Maybe I should specifically theme my Xanga on it.  Anyway, this is the deal:  Work has not satisifed me, at least not for more than a few hours or few days at a time, since I stopped depending on it to pay exhorbitant college bills.  OK, big deal, that's not a special case.  Well, there's this too: I've been mostly setting my own hours lately, and while the pay's not great, it's made the job not so bad either.  More recently, we've had all this ice on the ground and stuff, and since Lora, my wife, the teacher, has had her school cancelled for quite a few days now, I've just been staying home with her. 

    It's not bad.  Not bad at all, really.  I'm definitely not getting paid to stay home, but I don't really need the pay.  I haven't relied on the pay since I took the job, and that's fairly liberating.  I'll probably even quit soon and switch to something else (I've got a few things in mind) because while setting my own hours has been decent, working under our current management has been barely, if that, short of ridiculous.  The thing is, I can do that and not worry how it will turn out because I don't require a huge sum of money to survive and live life to the fullest of my desires. 

    This past summer, I finished "Walden: or Life in the Woods" by Henry David Thoreau.  Sometimes he rambled, sometimes he got boring, but sometimes he got straight to the point, and sometimes he was downright poetic.  But most the time, he just cut through the crap of what normal expectations for life are.  He specifically cut through the crap of the American drive to spend as much of our waking life as possible working.  I'm not looking at it right now, so I might not be quoting this word for word, but he said this: "It's said that if a man won't work, he won't eat; but I say, if a man doesn't work, he doesn't need to eat."  Minimalism.  That's the name of his overriding philosophy. 

    But it's true.  Eating is consuming.  If I don't consume a lot, I don't need to work hard to get things I don't consume.  I don't need a new car.  Yeah, it'd mean I wouldn't have to fix my car again for a few years, but hey, I'll just fix my car for a lot less, and work a lot less harder and still have decent transportation.  I won't buy a mansion like this, ever.  But who needs a mansion?  Not me, anyway.  Believe it or not, I have a huge TV and practically every technological gadget I could want, but I didn't pay full price, often not even half price for any of them.  And I didn't work as hard, and haven't committed any of my future work, to pay for them.  As most other people do.  And the truth is, I have all the material stuff in the world that I could ever want (and a lot more), and yet, we're still making more money than we can spend.

    I don't need to work hard.  I don't need a 40-hour job.  It doesn't have to be the standard minimum.  If I don't consume, I don't need to work.  Call me lazy, call me whatever you want, but I'm enjoying life outside of work, and the more of it, the better.

Monday, 11 December 2006

  • I don't even know why I'm writing this.  It's not that big of a deal, I had a long talk about it yesterday, just dealt with it this morning, and most of you probably can't even relate, but here it is anyway:

    Why are students so compelled to cheat?  It doesn't get them anywhere.  They still fail their tests (unless the find a hidden way to cheat on that too).  Worse, why is it often the students who make plays on your sympathy, their personal struggle with the subject, the ones you give extra opportunities to gain credit to, why is it those students who cheat?  Do they not recognize extra grace when they see it, so they are compelled to abuse it?  Still, they won't earn a degree.  So why pay for it?  When they get a job, it will be clear that "college degree" means nothing in their case (except maybe for a politician).  Cheating's not even usually easy.  It's often harder than actually studying, at least if you want to do it in such a way as to not get caught.  Then again, maybe we don't catch the cheaters who put that much work into it, and they're just learning a "different" set of skills in the process of attaining a college degree.  What's worst of all, why an ORU student?  Seriously, the honor code is about as explicit as possible against dishonest work.  Now, I know many don't follow it to the letter, but that rule at least doesn't seem to be morally irrelevant.

    In the end, I guess I say, whatever; we'll probably never run out of cheaters in the world, the Christian bubble of a world or outside it.

Sunday, 29 October 2006

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    Catch for Us the Foxes
    By mewithoutYou
    My Exit, Unfair
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    Lost at Sea

    I pushed off from the shore,
    content, not wanting more.
    Sails raised high, rudder set,
    no need for any oars.
    The wind would carry me
    to a place that I had never seen.
    So with hope and nothing more,
    I drifted slowly off to sea.
    As wind picked up, blew strong
    It carried me along
    To empty wastes of blue and green.
    I suspected I was wrong
    to blindly board the boat
    with nothing more in tote
    than hope to the journey I'd belong
    while aimlessly I float.
    Promise enough at first
    but not in time to feed my thirst.
    In a bottle, these words I wrote:
    "As I began this journey cursed,
    I took in more than I could see,
    To begin and end foolishly,
    Like an old wineskin burst,
    To die of thirst amidst the sea."

Tuesday, 03 October 2006

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    Sundown to Midnight
    By The Dingees
    Chevy Malibu
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    Well, I was leaving class today, pulling out by the Mabee Center, and this big white SUV was flying by really fast, going a little crazy and definitely taking up too much of the road (i.e. in the middle of the road, in both lanes).  Anytime I see crazy drivers like this, I always check to see who they are, you know, just so I can start profiling bad drivers...  slow ones are usually old, on their cell phone, or 30-something mothers, etc.  Really fast ones that are a little crazy are often teenage girls, college-looking guys, or occasionally middle-aged business men in their mid-life car (though they usually stay within the lines pretty well).

    Anyway, so I check this guy out, and it's none other than:  Richard Roberts!  Going crazy in his own parking lot.  Now, at first you think it's kinda funny, but then you think, "wait a second, I bet he'd never get a ticket for that either, although I did one time (for going over 15 mph in their parking lot)."  Then I think to myself, "there's probably a lot of rules he doesn't follow."  For one, I don't know where it started so I'm not sure it's fact, but it seems pretty well known that the Roberts' are a big fan of good wine.  So am I, so I don't blame them for that simple fact, I'd almost honor it, if it weren't for the fact that their Honor Code, the one they make every student and every faculty member sign and pledge to adhere to, condemns any and all acohol drinks.  Personally, I got out of that this most recent signing (to become adjunct faculty) because they e-mailed the honor code to me in a rewriteable word document form, so I took out the word "NOT" from the sentence, "I pledge that I WILL NOT drink alcoholic beverages of any kind", printed it, signed it, and turned it in to the appropriate department. 

    Anyway, if the rumor of the Roberts' and their wine is true, then why have everyone sign it?  Maybe they don't want it on campus... OK, be more specific.  Maybe they're like the parent who assumes they're wiser at making smart decisions with alcohol.  Surely they can't assume they're wiser than their entire faculty, whom they require to sign the same Honor Code as the students.  If they believe there's a dividing line (which they should), then they should make more effort at defining it rather than putting up a sham, a façade, as if alcohol had nothing or could have nothing to do with Christianity. 

    Anyway, what if the rumors are wrong?  P. Rob. shouldn't be speeding through parking lots in a big massive SUV.  He could've hit a pedestrian student or something... he was flying around a corner, over the parking lot speed limit, taking up both lanes.  So what puts him above his own rules?  If it's ok to drive like that, he should notify the security so I wouldn't have gotten a speeding ticket from them when I was driving fast with a wide range of visibility on both sides.

    Now, if it was some other charismatic figure, I wouldn't even ask this question.  Too many of them are real hypocrites and I've already written many off.  "Don't judge" and all that, I know; that's why I don't ask questions about many of them; I just decide they have nothing to do with me or anything I want to be in any way involved in.  But, I think P. Rob's different.  In my understanding, much of what he does is good, if somewhat misguided, surely honest.  A bit like W. Bush possibly.  So where do all these leaders get ideas that they should impose rules but not follow them?  My principle at the high school last year was definitely like that.  He repeatedly warned students not to cuss on the intercom, yet in several office visits I had with him and students, he cussed "to make a point".  The only point he made was that the neither did students have to refrain from cussing, or more than that, listen to anything he said about the rules.  It definitely bit him in the butt, whether he's figured it out by now or not, I don't know.

    Anyway, the few good examples we have are that "Jesus was tempted at all points as we are".  If anyone should be above the rules, it'd be him.  But he followed his own to the "T".  The Bible even says, "teachers will be judged more harshly".  So where does the idea that rules can be given by someone, and expect compliance of all they're given to, but not followed by that person themself?

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